I remember the day so clearly, it was mid September and I was sitting in my office, looking out the window staring at the trees as the autumn leaves fell and I suddenly noticed the abundance that was all around me. It was a new feeling, almost a knowingness and yet, this was all still so new to me.
“I am just a nurse”, I kept thinking. Who am I to want more, to have more, to be more? What really could I achieve anyway?
The thoughts where fast and pulled me in many directions. I could feel such a surge of emotions but I wasn’t sure what they meant or what to do with them. Just at that moment, my attention was captured by a flock of birds, who almost, out of nowhere, began this vigorous formation, swooping up and down, in all directions and yet never falling out of the flow. It was almost like a dance with such perfect timing, it looked so intricate to me but it was so natural and easy for the birds.
What if it could also be so easy for me? What if I learned how to direct my flow, my energy, my thoughts?
Watching those birds, gave me a sense of calmness that day and then I asked myself; was it the birds or was it me?
On that day and in that office, I woke up. I realized that the solution was me!
The feeling that was brewing inside me was DESIRE, I could feel it in my stomach and right up into my throat. I knew there was no going back, this power inside me was coming out whether I wanted it too or not.
I made a decision.
So I closed my eyes and pointed out to my calendar on the wall and it landed on 11.11.15.
Looking back now I did not realize the 11.11 significance, but that was the day I was going to leave my career in nursing. It was time for me and why not… I was 28 years old and I was broken, mentally, physically, financially and spiritually. In fact I had £4.20 to my name, and I knew something had to change!
I had told no-one what was going on with me and to everyone else on the outside looking in, I was happy. I had a good government job with a pension, but I was miserable. I had no direction, no goals and even if I did have any goals, I was so financially ‘broke’ and so busy, I couldn’t do them anyway. I was stuck.
So I ‘burned the boats,’ I left my job, sold my car and invested in me; all without telling a soul. Because I knew the people I loved, my family and friends, all needed ‘proof’ and I had none but I did have faith.
I knew the answer was IN ME, I was my own solution, but I needed mentorship to help me bring it to the surface. Even through everything, I knew I was special and I knew I was different, I could feel it in me.
I think you can feel it too.
Even as I write this and as you read each word, I know you are picking up that same vibration, that same energy, and now you are faced with the same questions.
Will you walk by faith not by sight? Will you perceive this feeling and energy as fear or as faith? Both ask you to believe in something you can not see.
Today, just a few years on, I am now proud to say that I AM WORTHY, and even if no others become aware, I sit content. I am now Bob Proctors No.1 Global consultant at Diamond level and I run a multi million pound company that is serving and changing the lives of people globally, one thought at a time. I am so grateful every day, that I can now teach along side Bob and help others, to help you find your way to your truth; to find your success solution. You can not give what you do not have, so start with you, start with honoring that feeling.
I promise you that God/ the universe, will never let you down, but please know it works to and THROUGH YOU… your part to play is making a start. Your part is to desire, expect, and then move in the pursuit of your goal, despite what the evidence of the senses say. Despite your family or friends opinions. This is YOUR life.
You truly are YOUR solution!
Today, Now, decide to walk by faith not by sight. Decide to step out and accept your greatness because today, is a good day!
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